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Tonight I’ve been thinking that perhaps the reason why I’m never really happy with life is that I don’t have an accurate assessment of myself. I have high expectations of myself and I want so much out of life. And maybe, just maybe I don’t have what it takes. I’m chasing goals that I can’t reach and in the process making myself miserable…

Ok, I know it’s good to have goals in life. It’s important to find motivation. But it’s scary if you don’t really know yourself well and overestimate what you can do. Then you’re living in some kind of delusion you create for yourself. I don’t want to have no goals in life but I don’t want that, either.

Sigh, even if just for one night… I feel pretty confused… I want to be happy and I want to know what’s realistic for me…